Music

I sit here at home and there has never been more of a time that I have wanted to go out and get drunk and try to forget for a night everything that is going on and what has happened to me. There are things that I need to let go of and it is a battle. Then i started listening to some music and this song came up in my playlist. It is amazing how music is used and the lyrics speak for me. It is a cry to God!

I was tired of waiting
Playing all the games and
Living in a place that was not for me
So I thought it was time
For me to get what's mine
And to do it all, everything I dreamed
What I thought was the best for me turned to be
All the worst I could find

If I run to you
Will you hold me in your arms forevermore
If I run to you
Will you hold me in your arms forevermore

Now I got a feeling
That I've got to leave and
Find a way back to where I came from
Though I don't deserve it
I know it's unheard but
Living here without you, my life is done
I confess that I shouldn't have run from you
Now I know I was wrong

Nowhere to run to
And no one to turn to
I'm dying out here on my own
Long before I even thought of returning
Your arms are wide open
Waiting for me to come home