Uncertainty

"I want to live life to the fullest. But no matter how strongly i once believed, I am no longer sure about God or the reason for praying or the need for Bible study. Truth seems like something gray without lines or definition and I can no longer clearly state what I believe and what I don't believe."

Things are changing and it scares me. I have no idea where my future is going. I am leaving what is safe in less than a month and for the first time in my life I don't have a plan. I have no idea where or what I am doing and that terrifies me.